Yesterday/Today and Challenge #4

Well Yesterday was a good day. Jamie and I and a few of his freinds went to the Milwaukee Bucks game against the Denver Nuggets. We were like 10 seats off the court and had free drinks, and great views! We didnt originally have those tickets but ours were bought by some club or whatever that goes to every home game, so they uprgraded us bigtime! Our seats cost over twice as much as our tickets did! I even caught a shirt! We had a lot of fun.

Today I was just blah. I got up at 10ish, but sat in bed and watched TV till 1230. I have to get ready to go to town pretty quick. I have to return Evanrudes new collar because it quit working. Then I am going to get my tattoo touched up. And I have to stop at KT to get some cash because last time my card got rejected at the parlor and I don't really feel like going through that again. Then I'm coming home and packing away, I'll be going home for a week or two. This weekend me and Jamie are looking at some land and the apartment we are pretty sure we will be getting. And its Beauty and the Beast! I'm so excited! My old high school puts on AMAZING shows! And I get to meet JASON! My sissy's boy toy! And next weekend is deer hunting.

Speaking of Jason. My dreams last night were INSANE :(. First I asked Shelly how Jason was and she said "you didn't hear? He died this morning" I was like WHAT? And then she went on to tell me how he was stopped in his car and his dad was driving a combine and couldnt get it to stop, and ended up running into the car and killing him. I was sooooo sad for my baby sister! When I told my dad he didn't care a whole lot and was like we arent going to give her gas money to attend the funeral either. I was so mad at that. And I woke up BAWLING and fell asleep again. Then my dream turned into me walking in the ghetto area of some town, trying to find my apartment. And this guy was hitting on me and I couldnt find my pepper spray until after his wife found him and drug him away. Then I ran into some friends and they were like come with us, we'll find you a ride home later we just dont want you walking alone. Then we somehow ended up at a 4H camp.....and yeah it was very random....

Todays Gratitude challenge is it write a message of thanks to something "Negative" in my life.
Well. My negatives in life are money. I don't have any at all, and I wont be getting any anytime soon either. I have $600 bucks to live on. (and the tattoo touchup is 10 bucks and im getting it done before I move so it can be touched up by the same artist. Just clearin that up)....I owe my fiance $2000 for the last 8 months of living together where I didn't have a very good job. He helped pay rent, we bought a washer and dryer (scratch and dent sale), we have our jeep, and for other things I've needed help paying for. I hate that I owe so much money to him. I hate it very much! But. It makes me watch my spending habits, and save money better, and realize that I need to go to college so that I can get a really good job in the field I'm working in. It pushes me to have to make sacrifices, and manage my money. Which is something I had never had to learn before because I lived at home and helped out a lot, so they rewarded me with things. I didnt have rent, I didnt' have cell phone bills, I didn't have to buy food, or gas, so All the money I made was mine to do with what I want. Then I hit the real world. And it was a big wake up call most definantly! But I'm glad it happend. And I'm glad that I have a supportive fiance who is there to help me when I need things but doesnt just hand me money all the time.