Thursday, July 30, 2009

Attack free for 24 Hours

Its official...I've been panic attack free for 24 hours. Ive been in the basement while its dark outside for 3 hours by myself. And suprisingly have YET to feel Nervous. Which is a relief because I think Jamie was starting to wonder what he was gettin himself into. His fiance needed him to come "tuck her in" lol, so to speak, then leave the lights on until he came to bed. He should be home in a half hour or so. At least I hope!!! Tomorrow I wont see him hardly at all, and then we wont see eachother till Monday. Then I should be stayin home for a while.

It is exactly One Year and One Day until our wedding! I can't believe how fast its coming! I'm so nervous that I'm not going to have time to get everything done. My bridesmaids are all spread out so far away from eachother and so are Jamie's groomsmen! And this year is gonna be such a BUSY year for us to, besides wedding planning, we also have to plan to have a church ceremony (vow renual so we can be taken into the catholic church as a married couple), hopefully Jamie will have a permanent spot so I can go to school, and we can buy a house!!! And we're currently car shopping! Busy Busy Busy. No wonder I'm exhausted lately!!

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